Board Thread:Roleplay/@comment-25808351-20191103030646/@comment-39280634-20191108114019

(Arena, Aro)

Lance's face gave out a very saddened frown and began spacing out, contemplating hard on Aro's question, almost going pale remembering the sudden and horrible turn of events his life took many months ago. "I...I...I don't... know, honestly. I admit I did plan on going back, to see what else happened back then; maybe... maybe find some more answers and even see if could do something about... the mess that happened. Maybe help some of the people who got hurt, or make sure there aren't any remains of my grandfather's 'handy work'... But when i look back to my home... I... I wasn't very happy with my life, even before the 'horror show'; to be honest, life back home kinda sucked: didn't have many friends, most of my family were uncaring assholes and I always struggled to stay afloat, just because... I wasn't very good at 'adulting', you know ? But I always tried to keep optimistic, to keep my mind busy, just so I don't... do something stupid. And after the 'Incident', I... lost whatever was left of my family, I... lost my home, I... even lost whatever shred of safety I had in a 'foreign' country, even though I basicaly grew up there - guess that's what you get for living as a refugee of sorts - Bottom line is Aro,... that I don't think there's nothing left for me back there... And the thought of going back... actually scares me. I don't know...". Lance struggles to keep himself from tearing up, remembering many painfull things about his former life.