User blog comment:HoundTheDestroyer93/Ask Hound And Samia/@comment-28358106-20161130175813/@comment-25808351-20161203004851

(You still can Doc, Cynd wouldn't be vaporized, she just wouldn't be very welcome. But hold fast, I'm not done yet.)

Marcus halts and turns around, SMACK. Samia pulls her hand back, a cross expression on her face. Hound looks away from her knowing full well he deserved that. "Did that bitch really hurt you that much that you would betray everything you are? Marcus Jaghund, you-" Hound abruptly turns around and punches one of the brick pillars that line the walk way to his house. Samia covers her mouth as the pillar is practically reduced to dust.

"I AM NOT A JAGHUND!.... I'm not even human. I was given that name, because I didn't have one when I was abandoned here. Cyndwella didn't hurt me, she enraged me. Took my offering, my kindness and spat it back in my face. I was ridiculed in my own home! Ridiculed for compassion. When I was with her and after, my thoughts betrayed me. I imagined myself preforming every single devious and savage act imaginable.... I wanted to give her every ounce of my lust and fury, to see her suffer the ferocious pleasure she so longed for. Samia, I had desires for another." Hound drops to his knees, his arms loose their strength and hang lifelessly at his sides.

"In that moment I realized the beast that lay beneath the facade that is my body. Aside from my near infidelity to you, when I'm in combat, my blood screams for me to devour the souls of my kills. It is the same animalistic instincts that drove me to destroy SONNE AND MOND! Cerberus always told me I was a beast trapped in a man's body and that one day, I would become the monster he always wanted me to be. Sonne, MOND, Cyndwella.... I am my father's son. He is born of the void, so are his brothers.... and so am I. Everyday the void calls to me, my father's influence burrowing into my soul like worms." He looks to see his wife's eye tear soaked.

"Because I met Ibrahim, I met Victivius and I'm now linked to his spider web of filth. Especially now that his wife has the taste of my soul on her lips. Everyday I work to help those around me, to be better, but I.... Samia, I fear.... that my eternity, belongs to the abyss. Do you understand now? I've hit a breaking point. Everyday my future is becoming more shrouded in darkness.... I lost Ibrahim's trust, I lost his daughters, I let Ayona die. I've murdered, destroyed and now, I almost betrayed you. I'm afraid of what I'm going to be in the end." Hound looks back to the ground.

"You will be my husband, Roxanne's father, a godfather to Ibrahim's children and a country's champion. I will always have you, no matter what, but you must come back to me. One day you will know peace and when you do, we'll be just a husband and wife, mother and father. Please my love, please call upon your friends if you must go." Samia lifts Hound's gaze to hers and hugs him tight, her tears warm his face as he sits there in the piercing wind. His look over her shoulder to see her again in the snow bare foot.

"Aren't your feet, FUCKING COLD!"