Thread:Rexir2/@comment-24664052-20150914055852/@comment-24664052-20150917060248

(Since this is CYOA, it may take some to many time before I could even respond, so be patient)

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''"To tell you the truth, there's been many things on my mind. I cannot say that I fully agree with how issues are being handled, even though I understand the whys behind each one. It's been gradually adding up, and I've even ended up having thoughts of resigning." ''

When Alyosha heard those words, she startled from her seat. While her mouth was not open in surprise, her eyes are enough to convey the shock she feels.

“Resigning…”  She thought. Had she been an overly emotional person, she would have cried and begged for him not to go. For her, he is the only one reliable officer in the military, and she’s even thinking to post him as the highest Chief of her Armed Forces. That’s not the only reason, though.

''“But in the end, I put all those thoughts and feelings aside, because I have this feeling in my heart. It's...very hard to say. H-how do I say it?...I...no, that's not it...I..." ''

Those words distracted her from her despair that his resignation will count as the darkest hour of her life. She’s now eager to hear what her most trusted friend and subordinate has to say. Does he hate her? Does he have liking for her? There are many possibilities that she doesn’t know and she’ll no longer dare to predict what’s his feelings are.

''"Supreme Leader Alyona Romanov, I fear you... but Alyosha, I also love you." ''

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She was stunned not only by your declaration of love, but also your declaration of your fear and worry.

“Re-really?” That’s the only word to have come from her mouth. That voice proves her that she’s still in disbelief, but it seems that there are tinges of anticipation and wanting to hear that, though that she has given up the hope of it hearing from you…well, before what you have just said. “T-then why do you fear me?”

You answered again about what she had been doing that bothers your conscience, and that those feelings are fighting inside your heart. What you have said have not fazed her for a minute, and then she looked down depressed. She was mulling many thoughts.

And then unexpectedly, she went over the desk and kissed you in the lips. It was your turn to be surprised. Then she begins saying “Don’t see me as your superior…see me as your wife, please…” before pressing her lips into yours again.

 1. Let her have her way with you. You love her anyway.

 2. Stop. This is way too unexpected, considering your conflicting feelings for her.