User blog:Ore-samma/Short-shot My Ogre (no lewd) (meditation)

Hello Fans, Ore-Samma here!

This one is a fan request from this forum = https://monstergirlencyclopedia.fandom.com/f/p/4400000000000068446/r/4400000000000453935

This one was moderately difficult to write about 4/10

An Ogre suppressing her aggression? Wow. not easy.

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I hope you like it!

Ever your Servant-

Ore-Samma

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I sighed as I remained motionless. ''Shapeless. Formless… be as the water, let the mind and the fire within be transformed.''

Let my breath be as the wind.

Let my thoughts slow, and flow with the stream.

I will find my inner peace.

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I let out a disgusted scoff. It wasn’t working! It just wasn’t  working! I wanted to hit something! Argh!

I stood from my spot under the waterfall and shook my hair to get the cold water out.

I stared at the waterfall my boyfriend Shen was under. He hadn’t moved a jot. It was almost as if the water obeyed his will.

For me, the water just splashed everywhere chaotically. It would cover my eyes, get in my ears and plug them, get in my mouth and nose! Argh!

And yet, no matter how many times we switched places, the water wouldn’t be like for him like it was for me.

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Shen had said that the water was reacting to my true self, and to be honest I couldn’t argue with him.

I stared at my reflection in the water as I got a drink...not that I was thirsty.

I  thought back to the last few months….

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My boyfriend said he came from the lands far to the east from here, and our first encounter was when me and my Ogre band tried to take him down, and take his seed.

But he had this strange combat ability he called ‘cheee’ and used it to defeat all four of us with a single touch.

My band ran from him, but I stayed. I had  to know how he was so strong, how he was able to fight like that.

Ever since then, he has been teaching me meat-ah-tater-shun and to calm my mind.

He said that his Yang energy could disrupt and quell any Yin energy, and that it was even possible for one such as I to develop the mind and control necessary to do it.

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But-

I sighed as I watched him walk over to me, dripping wet and that stony face that I just found irresistible.

“You have stopped your meditation.” He said.

“I know- I’m just not getting it.” I whined, ready to argue, to fight- I wanted him so bad right now.

“Hmmm, there is no need to reiterate the teachings of the Yang, so lets try a new approach.” He walked about, gathering several large stones and then…..stacked them on top of one another in an impossible arrangement.

“Your entrance into meditation may need active engagement instead of passive engagement.” He bent over to the pile and blew, and the collection toppled over.

“H-how did you do that?!?!” I cried out. “It’s magic, it has to be!”

He shook his head. “Now you try.”

I went to the stones and tried to recreate the first level with the same stones with the same look for the position.

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I focused, and I could hear the sound of the water drift away. I felt the wind pass over my skin, and I could almost feel myself will the wind to calm down as I held the stone, felt its intention and desire to sway one way or the other.

A vague thought of me realizing I hadn’t blinked or breathed for a long time crossed my mind…..and I passed it over as I continued to hold the stone.

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I let go, and the stone held.

I felt a momentary rise of elation, and I was about to cry in delight, when I realized I had five other stones to balance.

I exhaled and picked up the second, and placed it on the first and realized just how much more complex the second stone was.

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The moments passed into minutes passed into hours….and at last….the second stone held.

“Good.” Shen said and placed his hand on my shoulder. “But you are hungry. Let us continue tomorrow.”

“That was so hard!” I said, feeling my throat and voice more mellow than it ever was.

“Nothing worth doing or having is easy.” Shen said. “As I promised, Hannah. I will give you my hand and body when your mind can receive me like it should.”

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That was another thing- with Shen beating my entire crew, I felt a desire for him like nothing I’ve ever known.

And strangely enough, he agreed to be my husband…..but only if my mind could receive him.

We ate and drank in my cave. Shen would meat-ah-tate instead of sleeping, so only I slept.

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The next morning I finally got three stones stacked….then four….and at last five…..

Shen nodded. “Recite the lesson I told you, Hannah.

I sighed and closed my eyes, feeling the stillness in the moment, even though I was surrounded by rushing water.

I exhaled, “Shapeless. Formless… be as the water, let the mind and the fire within be transformed. Let my breath be as the wind.

Let my thoughts slow, and flow with the stream.

I will find my inner peace.”

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“Good. Now stack the stones, and this time, do it in the instant. Your body will remember, and you will tap into the focused stillness of your Chi!”

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I stacked the stones almost as fast as he did. He was right!

“Now we can begin again with the passive stillness.” He sat under the waterfall and motioned for me to follow.

I sat next to him and closed my eyes, and I felt a whisper of my instinct tell me to bow my head just a little bit more…..

And suddenly the rushing water was like a blanket of cold air. I could no longer feel the flow of water on me, just the coolness that seeped into my being and soothed my fiery nature.

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I inhaled and my body instantly reacted to regulate my breath to keep the water from my mouth and nose. My posture shifted just so in order to keep the water in its peaceful flow around my body.

“Good, now...stand.” Shen said.

I stood, feeling the water part around me and Shen.

He stood and faced me and smiled for the first time. “Now, I am going to attack you, I am going to draw into my Yin energy. You will stay in this stillness and strike with the Yang energy. I will be instantly defeated, and tomorrow, we shall be joined as husband and wife.”

I felt my heart desperate to beat faster, for my skin to flush with the anticipation of finally making love to my soon-to-be-husband, but I nodded and adopted the fighting pose he always took when ready to fight. I commanded my heart and body to obey my mind in its stillness and waited.

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Shen suddenly shrieked and erupted into action….but it was strange, his motions were so slow. I could see so many openings in his attack and stance….and….and suddenly….. I didn’t want to fight. I didn't want  to do anything. I just wanted to….

-I stepped into his attack, effectively dodging him completely and held him close to me.

“Shen, please.” I whispered in his ear. “I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t want to fight, I don’t want to learn how to attack or hurt anyone. I just want to love you. I want you to love me. Please! Can we be together in this state of mind? In this peace I feel?”

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I was about to speak more, when I felt Shen’s lips on mine and his tongue playing upon my own…. And I realized what he was trying to bring me to all along.

My heart thundered in my chest, but it would not beat faster. My skin felt the overwhelming tingle of desire, but the fire and heat never came.

We kissed, held, touched, and loved in a strange balance and stillness that far outweighed anything I could ever imagine!

Afterwards, he slept in my arms as I held him close...holding a delicate balance that I could have never thought possible for an Ogre.