User blog:Ore-samma/My Doppelganger (Yandere)

Hello Fans, Ore-samma here!

So, yesterday I almost didn't release the one-shot due to work.

So I am releasing this one early. A little ease to my mind.

I am really proud of this one.

Ever your Servant-

Ore-samma

“Why do you keep doing it?” I mumbled, hardly able to look into her eyes.

Annah sighed as her face took on a pained expression. She tried to get closer to me, but I placed my hands on her shoulder and kept her back.

“Kyle! Please! I- I- I don’t know….I just can’t help it! I don’t want to hurt anyone! I don’t know why I keep doing it! But- but….” She stopped trying to get closer to me and crossed her arms over her body as if cold. “But it’s not like they die! I only-”

“-How is seriously injuring people excusable just because you didn’t kill them?!?” I almost screamed.

Annah placed her face in her hands and sunk to the ground. “What do you want from me? I don’t know! I can’t help it! Something happens inside me and I just lose control! I can’t stop it!” She rose her face from her hands, her lips trembled and she reached out to me, her vivid red hair spilling in front of her shoulders as her emerald green eyes sparkled with her diamond tears. “Please! Kyle! Hold me! I need you!”

I felt a strange numbness all over my body as I took her hands, the numbness tried to hold in the painful longing I had throughout my core. The insane, unknowable, unreasonable, illogical love and pity she evoked within me.

Her kisses pierced through the numbness, latching on to my desire, ripping it forth and drowned my awareness. I only knew her, needed to be with her, that I forgave and loved her….and no matter how hard I tried….no matter how hard I struggled, I couldn’t stay awake after our love making, already knowing she would escape, slink into the shadows, and wet her blade on another helpless victim.

(later)

“Annah Farrel,” The dour judge said in monotone as he addressed my love from the stand, “Despite the overwhelming circumstantial evidence against you, the victim in question denies that it was you who attacked him. And since we lack concrete evidence, I have no choice but to let you go.” He pointed his gavel to her. “If you’re smart, you will leave this city and never come back. Your frequent appearances here will catch up to you, mark my words.” He banged his gavel down and I quickly exited the building and waited.

“Annah!” I cried out, as she started to bustle down the street. “Annah! Wait!” I shouted rushing past and through the crowd.

Annah glanced over her shoulder, her face looked strange, worn, almost unrecognizable from all the other times I have been with her. Her dull green eyes rested on me, grew hazy and she rushed off, faster than before.

“Annah! What’s wrong with you!?!” I shouted, rushing down the alley she slinked off into.

I reached the alley and looked down…..nothing…..it was a dead end, and there was only the usual debris that one would expect to see down any typical alleys here in the city.

I started to slink down the dark, narrow space. I noticed a stack of crates and barrels and noticed a door, cleverly hidden amidst the debris

I pushed it open and gasped to see a luxurious carpeted hallway lined with knives that had dried blood on them.

The walls were white with a chaotic jumble of words seeming to have been finger painted on.

 I WONT KILL 

 STOP TELLING ME TO KILL 

''' HERE IS YOUR BLASTED BLOOD! STOP TALKING TO ME '''

''' YOU HAVE TWO KNIVES FROM TWO DIFFERENT PEOPLE LEAVE ME ALONE! '''

I walked on to a ominous heavy red-velvet curtain and slowly moved it aside.

“Annah! What is this place?!?” I whispered, seeing her crying on an opulent bed.

She gasped and looked over her shoulder and rushed to me. I spread my hands and-

“Nee EeE EeEA Aaa AH!”

-was just stabbed in the stomach by my love...my one and only.

I gasped and felt her twist the blade in my stomach and push me away to slide down the wall.

“Who are you!??! Why are you here!?! Why did you follow me!?!” Her face was pulled into lines of fury and rage. Her flat green eyes dug painfully into my eyes.

I coughed. “Annah? Wha- why did you….what do you mean,’who am I’? Haven’t we-” I stopped and flinched, just barely doging her blade that was aimed at my neck and instead caught my cheek.

“WHO ARE YOU?!?!” She screamed, brandishing her knife.

“Kyle.” I whispered, wondering what the heck was going on. Why didn’t she know me? “We love each other! Wha-”

“Love?!?” Annah barked out, almost laughing. “You actually love me? Who are you? How is that possible?”

“Annah! Please! Stop this!” I coughed, wiping scarlet that poured from my mouth and down my neck and cheek. “I love you! I forgive you! Come with me! You don’t have to be this way!”

Annah’s face turned into a chaotic expression of rage, remorse, horror and disgust. “N-n-no one ever loved me….yes...Kyle….please….help me…..” She dropped her knife and fell to her knees, shuffling closer. Her entire body took a sudden- violent jerk and she started to pull her hair and scream. “no-no-no-NO-NO NO NO!” She rose up and scooped up her knife and rushed over to the other side of the room.

“Kyle… .kyle-kyle-kyle ” she muttered as she wrote my name on her wall. “SHUT UP!” She screamed, violently shaking and smashing her fists into her head, “''' FINE! JUST ONE! THEN LEAVE ME ALONE '''!”

She whirled back to me and smiled, tears pouring from her eyes. “Kyle! They said they will finally stop telling me to kill, if I do it just once!” She started to giggle and gasp as she strode closer. “Finally! They’ll stop! I’m sorry! I don’t want to! I don’t mean to! I don’t want to! I don’t want to! ''' I DON’T WANT TO! I DON’T MEAN TO! THIS IS NOT WHO I AM- STOP TALKING TO ME! I’LL DO IT- SHUT UP! '''”

I closed my eyes, this was it- I was going to die.

“Stop.”

I looked- and couldn’t believe it….

“Annah? Two? What?” I mumbled.

The second Annah stood between me and the one with the knife. “You love him.” She said to the Annah with the knife. “I love him. You will not hurt him. There is another that stands before me, that is not part of us. You will leave her, and never come back.”

The knife-Annah’s eyes flashed red and she screamed. “'''NO! THERE MUST BE BLOOD I MUST HAVE IT! SHE IS MINE AND I'''-”

“In the name of love, I banish you!” The other Annah said, her words carrying supreme authority and finality. “You are cast into The Void.”

Annah dropped the knife and fell into the arms of the Annah who saved me.

Her entire form shimmered, her hair color intensified, her lines of weariness and rage melted away. She blinked and looked at Annah, and back to me.

“My love!” She cried out, “Kyle! Oh!” She rushed to me along with the other Annah. They pressed their hands to my wounds, one to the stomach, the other to the cheek and I felt a strange warmth pour from them both.

Afterwards they helped me into bed and kissed me, held me, begging my forgiveness and made love to me like it was always meant to be.

I stared at the ceiling as I felt the usual tendrils of sleep touch my eyelids, staring at three words inscribed in blood.

 please...help...me… 

(later)

I woke, suddenly realizing I was holding onto both versions of Annah. They stirred with me and rose up on their arms looking at me with the same loving face and smile.

“Annah?”

“Yes?” Both of them said in unison.

“No, which one of you was the one who saved me? Which one was the one who...uh...”

They both looked at each other and back to me.

“My love, we do not know anymore.” The Annah on my left said, her face neutral and contemplative.

“One Annah was human, the other a doppelganger.” The Annah on my right added, her face also neutral and contemplative.

“Now-” Both of them said in unison,  “Both of us are doppelganger-mamono. Our memories are one. Neither of us will ever be able to know who was who.”

I looked from one, to the other….and sighed, pulling them closer and holding them tight. “But, what happened? The red eyes and the screaming?”

“Whatever it was,” the one of the left whispered.

“It was a horrible presence that has been banished forever.” the one on the right added, “Such hate and rage cannot exist where there is love.”

I felt my flesh stiffen and immediately both Annah’s wrapped her fingers around it, massaging and stroking. They both smoothed my face with their kisses and tongues, bringing my hands to fondle each of their breasts as we made love again.

I sighed, surrendering to my love….vowing to be there for her, forever.