User blog:CyberWizard/Diary of a lizard girl Chapter 2 Inferiority

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Chapter 2 Inferiority ....
Allan: "Lissa, why are you still following me ? "

"I have a request ! "

"PLEASE, MARRY ME !!!! "

Allan put his hand on the head, and look down. He didn’t like it at all !

Allan: "Lissa, you're looking for a fighter to marry, don't you ? My power comes from mage skills, not fighter skills ! If I fight you with a regular sword, you'll defeat me for sure !! "

"But, you saved my life !! You faced that huge creature !! Your power is almost god like !! And I know you see me as a girl, and not as another monster ! "

Approaching girl's voice: " He is miiinee !! "

"What ?! " Suddenly a tiny human shaped creature fly towards me, stopping right in front of my face.

"A fairy ?! No, a pixie  !! "

pixie (girl): "You can't have him !! He is mine !!! "

Allan: "Trix, calm down, please ! Well, as you can see Lissa, I am already married. "

No way !!! No way ! No way ! No way ! I finally found him !!! The perfect man is right in front of my eyes ! And he is already married !!

What should I do ? What should I do ? What should I do ? There's no way I can give up on him !!!!

S-should I challenge her ? No, she is not gonna accept it ! And Allan will just get mad on me if I do !!

Should I attack him to force sex ? No, this pixie is gonna be in my way ! And since she receive energy from him, she must be powerful too ! What should I do ?

"I DON'T CARE !!! I don't care if you're already married !! I can even be a concubine if it's your wish !! But, please !! BE THE FATHER OF MY CHILDREN !!!! "

I bow to him "Please !!!! " I never humiliated myself this much in my entire life but, there's no other way !! "I beg you ! Please !!!! "

Allan: "Ahhhh ! "

Trix (pixie): "Master, please don't do it ! "

Allan: "But, I can't just ignore this. "

Allan: "Ok, Lissa. You may come with us. "

He accepted me ! He accepted me !

When I raise my head, Trix come to face me again.

Trix: "Master accepted you ! But I was here before ! So I come first !! "

Allan: "You two, let's go. I wanna get to the city before nightfall ! "

Next morning: Allan was not in the mood for sex yesterday !

He asked the innkeeper for a room with 2 separate beds, and a extra pillow.

I tried to seduce him, but it didn't work at all ! I considered attack him while he was sleeping, but my honor contained me.

Allan: "Ok, everybody got enough for breakfast ? "

"Ah ! Yes. "

Trix: "Ahh ! I think I ate too much ! "

"Of course it was too much ! You ate almost a whole cupcake ! "

Trix: "I'm not talking to you. "

It seems Trix don't like me. And I can't blame her for this. I hope we don't turn into enemies.

"Ah ! You're going to pay the inn ? Let me give you my share. "

Allan: "Don't worry about it. "

Allan: "Hey ! Innkeeper. Here's your tip. Keep the change. "

Innkeeper: "Ahh ! Thank you very much sir ! "

For sure Allan don't have money issues. Well, it's not a surprise. This man can probably clear a dungeon blindfolded !

Allan: "Ok ! Let's go ! "

"Allan, Where are we heading ? "

Allan: "North. "

"I mean, do we have a purpose to travel or a destination ? "

Allan: "Well, just like you Lissa, I'm on a journey to get stronger. "

"Ok ! " You wanna get even stronger ?! Are you planning to oppose a god ?!

Hey, you're not gonna say anything else ?

Allan definitely is not a talkative man. And he'll probably feel annoyed if I make too many questions. I guess It will not to be easy to know him better.

But, more than anything else, I wanna know the taste of his spirit energy !!

Not only I didn't feel his energy yet. But I also barely have felt his true aura !

Allan said he uses magic to hide his aura. So he can avoid succubus monsters. But he don't need to hide it from me too !!

Calm down Lissa ! Recompose yourself !

"Hey, where is Trix ? "

Allan: "In my pants pocket. "

"What are you doing down there ?! "

Trix: "This is the closer I can get to master's precious place, while we're traveling. "

"This is unfair !!  I wanna do it too ! "

Trix: "NO !! He is mine ! "

Allan: "You two, STOP !! "

Allan's severe expression make me stop right away.

Allan: "I don't like useless fights ! And this is not the first time I say it !! "

Damn it ! I acted like a spoiled child now ! Is it caused by my frustration ? I barely touched him until now, and this is driving me to crazy !

Allan: "Ok, Let's go. "

Trix is sitting on top of Allan's head now. I'm so jealous ! But she is his wife. And I am just a concubine.

I almost forgot. I have the lowest possible status here.

I were allowed to follow them but, if I inconvenience them too much, I can be expelled at any moment. I'm gonna jump from a cliff if it happens !

But, If I don't do something, who knows how long I'm gonna wait for Allan's spirit ? And I may never be able to have his child !!

Somehow I have to make him happy ! I have to get my place inside his heart ! And I will do everything I can for this !! I hope I get this place before I get crazy.

"Hey ! It's almost getting dark already. "

Allan: "Yeah. Let's set camp. "

My chance ! I'm going to show him my surviving skills !

"I'll get some branches to make a tent ! "

Allan: "Don't worry about this. "

"Huh ? But, we need some kind shelter ! "

Allan start looking for something inside his backpack, then he takes something from it, a small metallic sphere with some runes on it. Another magic device ?

He drops the sphere and it stops just a few centimeters from the ground, then a semi-spheric translucent dome appears around us.

"Is it a force field ? "

Allan: "Yes, a pretty weak one. It is easy to pass through it. But, it is strong enough to stop rain, wind and small animals. So, it's a good shelter. ".

Trix: "I made it myself ! "

Allan: "But, your intention was, to make a strong force field for protection, right ? "

Trix: "Ahh ! Don't tell it to her ! "

Magic: 1, surviving skills: 0.

"I'll make a campfire then ! "

Allan: "No need for it. This marble already makes a lot of waste heat. "

Magic: 2, surviving skills: 0. Is it magic able to do anything ?!

During the dinner, I started to think: How am I going to seduce him ? This man is so hard to approach !

Trix: "Today I got really tired. Good night ! "

That's my chance !

"Hey, Allan, it's still early to sleep. What do you think about playing a game ? "

Allan: "You mean, a baby-making game ? "

"Yes !!!!!!! "

Allan approach me with sweet eyes ! Put his hand on my nape ! His fingers burrowing through my hair ! His face in front of mine, looking straight into my eyes !!

Allan: "Calm down Lissa ! It's too early for this ! Everything will happen, when the right time for it comes. Now please, go back to your bedroll. "

"Ok ! " He gave me a kiss on the forehead, and I returned to my bedroll.

What was that ?!!!!!!! Why did I say ok ?!!! What the hell is going on here ?! Early ?! Why is it early ?! And what do you mean by: 'when the right time for it comes' ?

I just, can't understand, this man at all !

Ah ! But, he gave a kiss on the forehead. It's not what I wanted but, it's nice too ! And his aura ! It was so warm ! Powerful, but so kind and gentle at the same time !

Wait ! I felt his aura ! His true aura ! When his hand was on my nape, I could fell his true aura, and not that fake one made by magic !

So, that is his true aura... I'm almost sure that, it's a incubus aura. But, if he's a incubus, why he didn't want to have sex ?

I think I'll have a headache if I try to understand.

Two days later.... We're on the road again. And my frustration level is higher than ever !

I woke up before Allan today. I didn't see Trix, but I just thought she woke up before me and was somewhere around.

I was doing my morning exercises, when I heard Trix voice coming from inside the force dome.

I peeked inside and saw Trix getting out of Allan's pants !

They had sex while I was sleeping ?! And then slept just like that ?! I feel like crying !!

I wanna do it tooo !! I can only imagine Allan inside me ! And sleep with him still inside would be a dream !!

I wanna be the scabbard of his sword too !!!!!!!!

I wanna embrace him ! I wanna kiss him ! I wanna feel his aura ! I wanna feel his energy !

I wanna feel him inside me !!!!!

Trix: "Huh ! end of road ? "

Allan: "Last time I was here, there was a tunnel there . It must have collapsed. Trix, try to find a alternate route from above please."

Trix: "Ok ! "

We're alone !! We're alone !! Just the two of us ! Just Allan and me ! I wanna him ! I wanna him !

Attack !!! "What ?! He vanished !!"

Before I realize, Allan catch me from behind and grasp me with his arms.

"I can't move !! "

My arms are bound to my body, and my feet don't touch the ground anymore !

Allan: "Calm down Lissa !! What's your problem ?!"

I kick trying to break free. But he makes me kneel, restrain my legs with his own and sit on my feet.

Allan: "Calm down Lissa !! "

His overwhelming power renders me completely immobile.

Allan: "Calm down Lissa !! What's going on with you ?"

The only thing he can't stop are my tears, and they go completely out of control.

Allan: "Lissa, what's going on ?"

As I stop resisting he loosens his grip and it change into a normal hug.

Allan: "What's going on Lissa ?"

"I wanna you !! I can't take it anymore !! I can't feel your aura ! I can't feel your energy ! I can't feel your body ! I can't take it anymore !! "

"I know I'm just a lowly concubine ! But I can't take be a spare part anymore ! "

Trix: "What's going on ? "

Allan: "What are you talking about ?! You're not a spare part ! "

"I know you're making love with Trix on my back !! "

Allan: "I didn't do it !! "

"But, I saw her getting out of your pants this morning !! "

Trix: "Ihh !! "

Trix tries to 'run' but bumps into a force wall. The force wall then change into a sphere trapping Trix inside, and it brings her back to Allan.

Allan: "Lissa, please ! Wait just a second ! "

Allan: "Ok Trix ! How many times do I have to tell you, to don't sneak into my pants while I'm sleeping ?! "

Trix: "I'm sorry ! It was not on purpose this time ! I just wanted  to sleep in your pocket. But I passed from it to inside your pants through a hole while I was sleeping !! "

Allan put his hand in the pocket :"Yeah, it's true there's a hole inside my pocket. Question ! Did you make this hole ? "

Trix: "No ! It was already there ! I swear ! "

Allan: "Ok ! I'll believe you ! But, I don't want you inside my pocket again ! "

Allan comes back to embrace me.

Allan: "You're feeling my body now, right ? You're feeling my aura now, right ? Lissa, you're not a concubine ! You're not a spare part ! You're my wife ! "

"You're not gonna expel me ? "

Allan: "I will never expel you ! "

Allan withdraw a bit and look into my eyes.

Allan: "Lissa, listen to me ! From the moment you joined us, I never gave Trix priority over you ! Not even a single time !! "

"But, you got extremely mad on me when I found Trix in your pocket ! "

Allan: "Wrong ! I got mad on you two for fighting. And drop this extremely ! "

"But, you were mad cause you had to repeat 'I don't like useless fights' !"

Allan: "Actually this part was directed to Trix. I don't remember saying that line to you before. "

"You did ! When you refused my challenge ! "

Allan: "Oh yeah, I remember now. I completely forgot that ! "

Allan: "Lissa, trust me ! If you ever get in danger, I would put my life on the line for you ! Just as I would for Trix. "

Am I really this dumb ?! How could I be so stupid ?! Lissa, you fool ! Moron ! Idiot ! Imbecile ! Idiot ! Idiot ! Idiot !

"I'm sorry ! I'm sorry ! I'm so sorry !! "

Allan: "It's ok ! Don't worry about this ! "

"Did I hurt you ? I'm sorry ! "

Allan: "It's ok ! It's just a scratch. Just a simple healing spell like this, and it vanish. "

Allan: "Shall we continue our journey ? "

"Yes !!! Ah ! Allan, can we hold hands ? "

Allan: "Sure ! "

He may seem a bit cold at first. But Allan is definitely a nice man !

Allan: "By the way Trix, you knew about the hole in my pocket from the start, didn't you ? "

Trix: "Ihh !! "

Allan: "Forget about sitting on me for the rest of the day ! "

Next: Chapter 3 Friends or Rivals