Board Thread:Off Topic / Fun and Games/@comment-31749612-20170621212453/@comment-31749612-20170621230753

Thanks, everyone... It really means a lot.

Also, I've learned that I need to push forward, and not let agony bring me down. I wish I could do that... But it's hard when you know someone's never coming back, when you could've had them come back the very next day.

But because of my god damn arrogance, and in-ability to care for anyone but myself... He disappeared. I can only think about how I ruined his life instead of trying to save it.

I want to say that It's not my fault, but I can't... Just having all the pressure on you can corrupt your thoughts. And knowing I could've stopped all of this with a simple: "No." Will keep me up at night...

Nevertheless, I will try my best to stay active. To be honest, this helps me escape the horror and agony of reality. Talking with otehr people helps a lot...