Thread:JeielYozama/@comment-26545936-20161116024003/@comment-26545936-20161116195058

Eh...I've stuck with him for far too long to really change anything about him...I mean...I want to use him...But getting rid parts of him leaves a bitter taste in my mouth...I want my character to be funny...But I think I see people taking this place...far too seriously and a little bit of me wants to conform to it and I try sometimes...and sometimes I don't.

Which leaves you with confusing notions of my character, ones that I cannot bounce back without screwing something else up even more. I want to do something important...Change something, even if just a little bit...And all those blogs I've written mean nothing to me...If I can't use them. All of my creations just gathering dust for a calling that will never happened, a introduction that never progressed to amount to anything more. And I try and try to get involved but it either never goes anywhere or it just stops.

So I think I will try to be on my best behavior for this RP, if it ever happens. I don't know if it will get anywhere, if it will stop, or if I go back to some forgotten character that shows up sometimes, only to be shooed away by people that think their better at this kind of work. But I will try.