User blog comment:JeielYozama/Vastimosa Abbrevant/@comment-30061283-20170120023038/@comment-30061283-20170121051932

Well to start most of what ive done in my earlier days on this wiki have promoted very mixed reactions. Someone finds it funny, someone gets annoyed and then theres someone who gets outright pissed. Then I enter arguments which can leave a lasting impression. This is real me talking here. At the end of the day I sometimes leave someone in a bad mood and they're not always outright about how they actually feel. LoS has already called me an "asshat" and apparently wants to get rid of me. Frankly im fine with that but I still have taken note. Seeing as im here to troll most of the time its not a big deal to me but every now and then I find myself sitting down for occasionly hours thinking about what i've done and how I did it. I have aspergers and it is really difficult for me to understand when someone is pissed or not. Same way for social cues so if I cause a person trouble majority of the time im not going to understand what I did. Overtime i've become more cautious about what I say and really think them through. I've actually already been cautious about what I say on a very "certain" subject as to not get berated by someone who I shall not name. Almost every post, every reply is a thoroughly filtered message of what I meant to say. Well one plus is less people are annoyed. The down side is im much more serious. Ive already put up a warning to not take me seriously most of the time which I have on my profile. Seems people have not taken note of it in the slightest. I've basically neutered myself. If I letted up on that I would be similar to the person I was earlier. There ya go.