Board Thread:What Would You Do?/@comment-32558333-20170829004254/@comment-5374090-20170830033622

Thought does not exist.

My friend was worried about jumping out and if i was there enough to get over my own fears i would damn sure be out of the plain right after her before the words were out of her mouth.

i try to quiet my mind and remember what the instructer told me. this is my first time diving, and i am going to do right by someone.

once i am in the air i get to my tengu friend. and do my best to calm her down.

"hold on to me"

Those words mean a lot when you know you are going to die. and i know she will. even when my shute doesn't open cause i did it wrong.I know she can tell exctly how afraid i am, but my ability to not showing it helps her. and i know a lot about the theory of flying. and with a shift of my weight, we are on her wings. and i'm talking her through it. she's flying. and i trust my life to her.

the next moments are exilherating. She kisses me even though i'm a woman.

and once i know her fears are gone. i let go so she can land herself, push myself away to her dread, and trust my safety shoot to open.

Back on the ground we meet up and she is furious at me. and i calm her with just a few simple words.

"I knew you were there to catch me. just like i cought you."