Board Thread:Roleplay/@comment-28358106-20170704201937/@comment-31049256-20170718033310

(Doc, T) Kioshi feels a small tear in her chest, and she finds herself saddened. She looks away from Tirush. She pulls away slightly, but she begins to shiver as she does so and finds herself going back in. She can't bring herself to leave the warm embrace, or perhaps she did not want to. She felt as if she left now, she'd lose this forever, and she did not want that.

"You do not understand...It does not work that way. You must be a Band member, and all who would leave with you must stand by you. You could join then quit, but there is little point. I cannot speak for my companions, but there is little use in quitting for me."

Her voice rises slightly, and even gains a minor squeak. When she looks to Tirush once she can see Kioshi was showing genuine pain on her face and she is crying again, "What would I do? I have no prospects Lady Tirush. The Band is one of the few places I can do what I know without living like a criminal...If you believe they are forcing me, then you are wrong. I chose it because I do not know any other way to live. If you were my mother, my true mother, perhaps it would be different...I would be normal...but I am not! Being an assassin is all I know! If not for Momoko choosing me that is all I would be still..."

Her face slowly fades back to her normal emotionless one, though she still hitches in silent sobs. occasionally as she desperately holds onto Tirush once more, "I am sorry...for my outburst. Please...do not leave..."