User blog:Ore-samma/My Elf (Mind Restore) (Happy End) (Merged Identity)

Hello fans, Ore-samma here!

So, I did a one-shot on an elf that got corrupted. And for me, I dislike stories that end on bad endings.

So, I decided to write a sequel to the one-shot's original and official ending

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And I ended up writing this.

I am very pleased with how it turned out and can finally call this one-shot completed to my satisfaction, and to the original requester's satisfaction with his non-official / requested ending.

Fans,

In my understanding and writing of mamono and within MGE....I cannot for the life of me accept that an entity of purity would willingly accept or seek out to be corrupted. There is something lost, maybe the entire persona / identity of what the creature was. For better or for worse, who cares, I imagine that the identity would not think too kindly upon being changed........twisted....corrupted..... against their will.

So, I restored her as much as I can, given the Lore as I understand it, and made it a happier ending.

After all, I wrote Lullel to be corrupted. It was my responsibility to balance the scales and give her a fitting finality.

Ever your Servant-

Ore-samma

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“Hello young man, how can I help you?”

I gulped as I looked at the Succubus Madame of the brothel on the edge of the elven forest. Getting here, and seeing it for myself was quite an undertaking. The breathtaking beauties that called out to me from the balcony was enough to take my breath away. But I was resolute! I could never forget the day I saw an elf while riding in the forest, and I could only see myself marrying only one type of woman.

“Y-yes, my name is Alex. I believe you kept my record on file in case of-”

The Succubus immediately broke into a smile and nodded. “Yes! Mister Goldrune! We are so glad you came so quickly!” Her wings flapped and her tail curled into a heart as she half-danced from behind the counter and shook my hand.

“It isn’t everyday we have a mindflayer clear a client to marry a girl from our establishment!” Her smile grew wider and a bit of moisture sparkled from the corner of her eyes.

“Well, uh….th-thank you.” I said, feeling a little overwhelmed.

The “Forest of Passion” was only a brothel in name. In truth; it was more like a marriage agency where mamono would come to cast their name and profile to be married off to prospecting males.

They even took special requests, from both mamono and human prospects, and would keep an active eye out for such special requests.

“No, thank you! Our newest girl needs someone with a heart like yours! She was thrown out by her kind, and she walked for over two hundred yar’beth’s here. She was in such a worn state that she is just barely recovered! Her name is Lullel”

“Really? Is Lullel okay?” I said, feeling a little heartbroken over how the elves would cast off their own like that.

The Succubus nodded. “Of course she is! In all honesty, she is really under a powerful bewitching spell we are familiar with. For her, new memories won’t form until she is paired and married!”

She took my arm and led me down a hallway.

“Here it is! Room four! I will be right back and bring her here, okay?”

I nodded.

As I waited I noticed the room was decorated in authentic elven finery. An indoor tree, a spring with a waterfall, and even the furniture and clothing….it was all authentic!

A muffled voice sounded from beyond the door

'' Yeah-yeah. Great to be in character like that! Look! The client hired you out, and is likely to marry you afterwards so, get in there! ''

The door opened and a lovely elf maiden was pushed through, holding on to bedsheets. She looked about, but the moment her sparkling blue eyes locked on me they lit up like the stars in the sky.

I smiled, “Hello, Lullel! My name is Alex.”

Lullel’s smile grew and she dropped the bedsheets and padded over to me.

“ ''Nin bein herven! At vedui mín govannon-''! ” She whispered as she caressed my face and pressed her body against mine.

“Such words.” I whispered as she helped me toss her clothes aside and tore mine from my body. “What do they mean?” I breathed as I nibbled on her beautiful ear.

With her fingers curled around my face she kissed me and sighed, her breath fluttering across my face, smelling of sweet honeysuckle.

“You are my pretty husband, and I am here with you at last!” She moaned and started to push me to the bed.

My mind slowly hazed over as we made love, whispering sweet nothings. The haze continued into the morning as we stood before the Grand Madame Hakutaku and were married. We continued to make love as our carriage took us back to the mamono city where I lived and worked as a woodcrafter, and even into our wedding bed; a non-stop passion that intensified with each passing breath.

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At long last I felt the haze lift; the day was long, working with Lullel as we worked with the exquisite wood, fulfilling orders clients made.

Lullel was just as good with woodworking as I was, and we soon found ourselves well ahead of our orders and were just relaxing in bed.

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“Lullel?”

“Yes my love?” She purred.

“Can you tell me about your life in the forest? With the other elves?”

Lullel looked at me, her eyes blank, and somehow desperate at the same time. Her brow furrowed and she sat up and seemed distressed.

“I…..I….I can’t remember!” She breathed. “Why can’t I remember?”

I sat up as well and waited, watching her place her hands to her head and even casted a few spells.

“Something’s wrong! Why can’t I remember? Oh! Alex! What happened to me? Why can’t I remember my life before we met?”

I quickly wrapped my arms around my darling wife and held her as she sobbed. “Shhh, it’s going to be okay. Tomorrow we can visit a healer. I know this mindflayer in town, she will be able to help you.”

Lullel sniffed and nodded. “Thank you.” She whispered, and trembled into my body.

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(later)

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''“Lullel? Alex?”''

I looked up and blew a sigh of relief. At last! I would be able to help my beautiful wife. I stood, holding her hand as we strode into the waiting office of the mindflayer healer named Julvath.

“''Welcome! So, if I read your file correctly...Lullel, you are a native elf and have forgotten your past? And you want to re-remember it?''”

Lullel nodded. “Yes! Oh! It is so alarming to not know what life was like before Alex!” She moaned.

Julvath looked to me and back to Lullel. “''Lullel, I must warn you; I can already tell that the memories are partially locked away due to enchantment, and partially because of grief....your grief. Do you understand?''”

Lullel shook her head. “No….what do you mean, because of grief?”

Julvath shrugged and gestured with her hand as she spoke again. “''It means that who you were, was so devastated about losing your place among your people that you helped the enchantment to lock that part of you away. You wanted to forget because the pain was so much!''” She stood and continued with her arms hugging her body.

“''I have helped many elven maidens who were cast from their homes and clans. Most lock away their memories when they start life with a human partner. Truth be told; I think it is a mercy that it’s done like that. I can restore your mind, but I warn you; it is likely to cause you great anguish to do so…..and it can never be undone. Such things stress the mind so much, and I can break the barriers within only once like that. If I ever do it again it will destroy your mind, and nothing can restore the person you are after that.''”

I looked to Lullel, her face was swept into confusion and distress.

“Lullel, my darling. No matter what you choose, I will be there for you.” I said, kissing her softly.

“What happens to those who have their mind restored?” Lullel squeaked.

Julvath sat back down and sighed. “''Well, all their memories are always returned for one. Sometimes their former personality re-asserts itself....sometimes the two personalities merge.....it just depends.''”

“What do you mean ‘former personality’ you mean to say I am different than who I was?”

Julvath nodded. “Absolutely. ''You were once an elf. Now you are a mamono-elf. You are very different than who you were.''”

“But- but! If that’s the case….” Lullel shook her head and wiped her eyes. “What happens to those who have their original personalities restored or merged?”

Julvath closed her eyes and trembled somewhat. “''It is always an extreme shock. There is always a severe identity crisis. It depends on whether the elf has a husband, and how long it has been since her change.''” She opened her eyes. “But I have seen some mamono-elves embrace the entire experience and see it as a blessing, while others struggle for a long, long time....some even fall all the way to madness…..in those instances, sometimes….I have to break them to pieces and rebuild them.”

Lullel trembled and leaned into me. “Alex….I don’t even know who I am anymore!” She cried out.

“Lullel, maybe we shouldn’t do this then.” I said, cupping her chin and having her face me.

Lullel shook her head. “No! I have to! I will always be wondering what happened to me, what might have been, and who I really was!” She turned to Julvath.

“Do it! Please!”

Julvath nodded and slipped her tentacles into my wife’s ears and closed her eyes.

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(POV BREAK)

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I gasped as I saw a complete replica of myself staring at me.

“So, you couldn’t leave well enough alone, could you?” She scoffed.

“Who….who are you?” I cried out.

My copy gestured between us. “''I’m you. The you that was fully an elf. Before you were so stupid to pick up that locket and corrupt yourself into the sex-crazed heathen you are now! You should already be remembering what happened, yes''?”

I nodded, remembering the hunt, the locket, and….

“Hilgan!” I cried out. “He...he called me….”

She nodded. “''Yep, and he had every right to say that. It’s true, isn’t it? I see your animalistic rutting with that filthy human!''” She tossed her hair aside and scoffed. “''Just leave me alone, I can no longer return to my people. Leave me in the darkness, in the recesses of your mind that you will eventually forget….and let me die''.”

I shook my head and came closer. “No! You are a part of me! You are me! Why would I forget you! I need you! Alex and I both need you!” I felt a strange pull at my heart and suddenly knew….if I had her memories and her emotions...she must…

“You love Alex too! Don’t you dare deny it! You know my heart! You know my desire for him! I may crave his love and his passions! But I am not- no, WE are NOT an animal in heat! We are an elf in love! Can’t you see that! Please don’t deprive yourself of life!” I took her hand and grasped it with all my might. “Please! I don’t want you to die!”

She took in a breath and shook her head. “''You don’t understand! You could never understand! How can I turn my back on my people so easily?!?! How could you suggest such a thing? Do you think it’s just that easy? To walk away from thousands upon thousands of years of life for just a week of mating nonstop''?” Her face turned red and spittle flew from her mouth.

“''Do you know what it’s like to lose everything you are? To kick and scream against a change you cannot hope to stop? Do you realize that it was YOU that caused my death? Do you even know how HARD I tried to stop it? To rattle the cages you and I placed over me''?” She sank to her knees and wept in her hands.

“And now- after one week of darkness and peace, I felt myself begin to slip away, you suddenly come back and demand that I merge with you, to be a part of a body that I am so ashamed of!” She stood and screamed, causing the backdrop of the black nothingness to shatter, showing the forest and village that was once my home.

“Do you know how much it hurts to die!?!”

I held my hand to my heart and nodded, wiping my eyes and held myself close.

“Yes, I do….so why don’t you come with me, and live? I promise….it isn’t like how they said it was...I remember everything you are, I am you. Please….come with me…..come with me…..come with me….”

She sobbed and held onto me, tight enough to crush me to death.

“''I’m so afraid! Please! Help me! Alex! Help me''!”

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“I’m here! Lullel! Please! I love you! I’m here!”

I gasped and saw Alex holding my face in his hands.

“Alex! Oh!” I cried out and held onto him as if my life depended upon it.

“Lullel! Shhh, are you okay? Are you here with me?”

“....I…..” I exhaled as I felt the merging of my two personalities finish with a sweeping flourish. My memories were back, and more than that….I was fully back…..I remembered it all, and the mamono and elf were one….in some strange, yet wonderful combination.

“Alex.” I breathed and kissed him, feeling his tongue slip across mine as his arms squeezed me close. “I love you.” I whispered as he continued to hold me, as tears flowed down my cheeks.

Yes, it was exactly as I told myself…..the love of a human was not disgusting, but it was perhaps the most joyous thing I could ever imagine.

I felt a prang of mourning over what I had lost….my home…..my people….even Hilgan.

But…

“Alex, please….take me home.” I whispered, snuggling deeper into his arms. “Take me home, I want to go home.” I felt my head slowly spin as he lifted me up in a princess carry, and stood before Julvath.

“Thank you.” I said, in perfect timing with Alex.

“''You’re welcome! Please, return tomorrow. The merging will be fully done by then, I would like to take a few notes and give you some medicine. There will be a few days of headaches after the initial rush.''”

I sighed as Alex carried me up the stairs of our marital home and laid me in the bed. He seemed so hesitant around me, as I was certain he could feel the renewed elf within my essence.

I smiled and reached out. “Come to me, my husband. Make love to me. I need your touch so much!”

I sighed as he came close and kissed my neck, running his hands through my hair and exploring my skin with his fingertips.

“Lullel” Alex whispered after the climax crested over us both. “Are you still here? With me? Are you still…..”

I nodded and kissed his fingertips. “Yes, my love. I am she, and even more.” I snuggled into his chest and sighed.

“Now please, listen to my voice….and I will tell you the stories of my life, my people and my ways.”