User blog comment:Hakaishin Aro/People in my Lore - Aro's Notable People List (w/ descriptions)/@comment-26545936-20171218213112

Remember when Title As A Name was a Take That! Character against other user's colorless and bland overpowered mary sues?

Cause I don't anymore, like... fucking Christ. Direct opposite on how we deal with intergration of headcanon and lore... ummm, I don't do anything to it really. Kinda... just... when it comes to that, I more or less think if I was KC on the subject at hand, it usually goes well...

But I mean... I can't interact with you anymore essentially, as I'll have to submit my everything to you in one way or another. I can't post anything in any of your RPs with any of my characters because if I do... I get fucked up in your world. Suddenly... K'eth has a role!

He's the fucking second in-command for the god-house of knowledge and thoughts... or-or he's a simple 'byproduct' of a imagination god... or maybe... he's somesort of anathema or integral part of the multiverse? When... in actuality, he's none of these.

But when it is finally asked, you will put K'eth or any of my other creations in a catagory. A neat, boxed-in, inescapable and tiny... box. For now this entire omniverse this single omniverse of which despite it's paradoxical meanings in the countless musings of the people who gawk and squeak at impossiblity being made reality in their mind...

Has a hierarchy... going allll the way down and up... infinitely? But not perceived as infinite by you or me, simply assumed by our characters.

Now, if I enter your reality, or Reptile's reality (which I already have, just not with K'eth.) I am forced, I am perceived to be in reality I cannot escape no matter how many times I type with it that I wretch the unseeable bars and be free... I'll somehow, still be perceivable in that same reality you have headcanoned.

You have left no room Aro, with you asserting a character who is creator... which I could do... just as easily. You have forced me and many others to play a game entirely by your rule-set. There is no difference just the fact at the end of the day... you made that character first. Meaning... cut all ties or follow the leader.

And I very much don't like following rules or hireacrhes.

But where can I go? You have been greatly involved with the betters of this Wiki and eventually all who RP here are connected with your omniverse. Set into unseen categories, their places fixated and they are content for them... it appears... meaningless. You are so far above them, than what it's matter? They RP small if you could say, slice of life another. Or perhaps merely that you cannot have eyes everywhere to see if something oh so big is happening.

K'eth isn't like that sadly, he is not small, he looks like he matters in the grand scheme of things. Look at his power. His single... only ability. It's... unique in a way.

I won't lie, K'eth isn't the embodiment of imagination, he's the embodiment of my imagination. Compounded into a single being... and rendered essentially... unkillable. For as long as I live, he exists and that's all there's too it. Poking at reactions at smaller beings with curious things not of their world. Though somehow, desperately trying to maintain a crumbling status quo when everyone else is rewriting it to suit their own stories and needs, like you and Reptile... and countless others.

Funny, that K'eth be the one with the sort of power that grants him unlimited rewriting capibilites on the fly... and yet... he defends the core as best he can.

Now what am I trying to say? Mmm... headcanons... headcanons are good as long as they're reasonable... Reasonable in that when you make them. You try and look to the eyes of the creator when you do so.

When we made all those characters capable of being immune or able to purify DE... it obviously wasn't in the eyes of the creator. Simply a person who thought they had a better story to tell instead of doing something with what was given with them and making changes and additions that were thoughtful. Not ensnaring this universe with the problems and changes of another. And if they did, perhaps it should be without attempting a tasteful conversion?

Mmm, this one is losing steam, afterall I, myself am a hypocrite. Tasteful conversion? Testing Grounds and K'eth's countless friends that break the rules. Maybe it's better because I don't disguise the fact that this is totally not apart of the universe nor ar the two are connected in such a way that damages the first one's sight beyond repair. Making no assumptions that being immune to DE is a thing that a in-universe character is capable of. Nor is a out-verse character capable of doing such things.

Ah, how can I be mad? What I'm doing requires such people to go to meta-levels of knowledge for such characters and those can get boring after a while.

No easy solution, is that what I'm trying to say? That this hierarchy shouldn't have been made in the first place just because of one's attempts to basterdize a couple other's characters who were so blantently stupid in regards to character making and just wanted to live a fantasty life in a escapist monster girl world... Wait... some of the characters were all about death and murder and the blood of the innocent? What the fuck guys? No one wins in this sincnearo. Do you even USE those characters? Did you just MAKE them? So Aro would see and get mad and make this clusterfuck to tell you guys to fuck-off. Because now you just made it WORSE! What am I to say?! What was the meaning of this post anymore? It used to be thoughtful guys, THOUGHTFUL! Now look at the construction, it's just one big paragraph!

Ugh, better. Everytime I try to end this post I keep coming back because it doesn't make sense anymore. I don't know what I'm typing only that I'm typing more and more. Can someone help me out with this?

I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be stuck either.

I've made so much but it's all fucking useless. Any attempts to do anything are so far in the future that you might as well call me dead.

No one gets it right anymore, my friends are leaving me and I'm not crying outside or perhaps even inside.

But it hurts... a little bit. I can't stay on one thing I have to keep moving keep talking keep writing but never walking or running.

Alone...

Dammit...

DAMMIT

Fuckin' the one person in this community who regularly did stuff with me is gone and now I'm stuck with... this!?

Where the fuck did you go Jeiel? Are you dead? Is your body in a grave somewhere and I don't even know where you are to pay respects? Are you in college doing your tests and the pressure keeps you from doing anything but solve?

ANSWER ME!

I'm stuck with this, I have to conform eventually, I have to be choked out before anything fun starts and it's never my kind of fun.

Always barring, always snarking, always acting like it's the most regular fucking thing in the world.

Sorry sir you can do that, he has already taken that spot. Oh... I'm sorry, guess I'll just go fucking die! Can't do anything that and now I've lost my turn for that grinder.

Save them, save them, they're so easy to save just post anything. NO! Not THAT! The story wasn't supposed to go like that, not with your personality, not like THAT!

Don't worry, they'll help you out. Tell you nice things and than snicker about how weird this day was because of you, why couldn't you just end this normally. Why couldn't you have just left THAT FUCKING CHARACTER A STATEMENT AND LET IT BE THAT!?

No... no... no... no.... no.... it's... it's... it's fine... let him be like that. You'll never care without argument anyways.