Board Thread:What Would You Do?/@comment-34163681-20180113172051/@comment-34263048-20180117202425

I stand up next to the bedroll I was sitting on. and wait as she hops closer. I embrace her in a warm hug as we used to do back when she was still a human. I know her quite well, we had dates back when we were school together, but our relationship never grew any deeper than that, we were just friends, even thuogh I must admit I wanted us to be much more. How ever as we lost her 9 years ago just after we had graduaded, she became very ill and eventually died. It was big hit for me, I was devastated, depressed and didn't really leave form my room for allmost a year. after I finally got over it -well at least mostly- I started travelling, hoping I would find someone I would love even nearly as much, but as that never happened, and I still wanted to be close to her I moved in to the forrest couple days walk away from the village we used to live. And a days walk away where she was buried. At the same time, I missed her but there was nobody that could replace her, I started hating the world that had taken her away from me.

I lived my hermit life for couple years when I met her again first time. At first I was terrified, the idea of living dead was something I really couldnt handle. but after 4 years I got more comfortable with it. While she wasnt anymore full of life as she had used to be, she was still the girl I had fallen in love with. And even how I had heard years back, she clearly wasnt the feroucious rapist as jiangishins generally were described to be. I eventually got over with her being undead. and we once again became friends. Our relationship is platonic but she comes to visit me every two to three months.

I help her to get undressed and she lays down on my bedroll, and I start massaging her. That seems to be the main reason why she comes to me nowdays, this is just to fight her rigor mortis. we enjoy form eachothers company, even thuogh we rarely meet. She knows how disgusted I was when she came to meet me first time, and she doesnt want to push herself on me. I just appriciate the company. after all, as I live alone and only go get the necessary things from the village couple times a year I hardly ever meet anyone. She is still single, she says that this helps her to hunt doen the man eventually, she wants to be flexible enough to catch who ever she decides to take when she finds him, and she would have had many opportunitys to take someone, but she wasnt interested at them. Then again this eases the pain of not being with someone. She has never tried to push herself on me, as she knows how I feel about undead, and she knows that she's the only one I can tolerate. We talk about life, death, world, everything, for hours when I massage her, and she is very thankful for the massage, as she is barely able to move when she gets to me, and when she eventually leaves she's again almost as flexible as when she did gymnastics when we were in school, and her dream was once to represent our nation in olympics. And when we get done with the massage we allways sleep together, or more likely, I sleep next to her, as she doesnt need sleep, she had plenty of it while she was in grave, as she says. I guess it's some undead humor.

As we get done, I make us a bed, right there under the stars, as I always do and as we lay down, I take her in my embrace, as I have allways done, and start to drift off to sleep she suddenly turns around and gets on top of me. -"Ive been waiting for years, Ive tried many things, but I havnt got anyone, now I will have you." she says. As I look at her, then look behind her and see the full moon, I realize that this is the first time we meet under the full moon. up until this time, she has arrived allways one or two days after the full moon. Knowing very well that if she would have wanted me, she would have had me long time ago. But clearly she didn't want to force herself on me, instead she let me get used to the idea. I pull her closer for a kiss with one hand, and grab her butt with the other, and anwser. -"No, that wont happen. It's better if I give myself to you, and from now on I promice to massage you more often, from outside and inside."

I saw her eyes light up, and then she proved that the feroucious claim was actually very fitting for Jiangishi.