Board Thread:Roleplay/@comment-28358106-20160927005650/@comment-26517142-20161012213128

Jeiel screams in agony, "PLEASE, STOP IT!  PLEASE.."

He slowly crumbles, his once brilliant form, into the ashen ground. "I am aware.. of the sin... I am aware of my wrongs... please don't remind me of what I can become...."

"Please.." Jeiel stares to Victivius. ".. if you end me... what will be of my wives? I will not let them suffer in anguish at my demise!"

Jeiel sees Ibrahim's shifting gaze. He looks at the ground with shaking hands.

"That day.. I...... tried to reason with Praetor about Matris's cause... about Olivander...... he wouldn't listen... and .. as my battered emotions poured out .... the being from that day came out..."

Ibrahim remembers clearly. The monstrosity that nearly snapped at Conrad Wulf...

"... the being possessed me.. and in my inability to control myself.... I...... ripped him ... no. I blasted Praetor from the waist up."

"That day... Rhun, Aabi.. Kathra... witnessed what I did, and they can never forgive me. Praetor... can never forgive me for nearly threatening his family.."

The Paths tried to touch for Jeiel, but he shrank away from them. "Please, stay away FROM ME!"

Jeiel looks up at Victivius. "HOW MUCH MORE WILL THEY HAVE TO KNOW?? THAT I AM NOW TORN WITH THE CHOICE TO DRAIN DAEMONERGY FROM MY WIVES IN ORDER FOR THE INISGNIA OF THE STRIDER NOT TO CONSUME ME?? THAT I CAN NEVER GIVE THEM CHILDREN BECAUSE I AM NOTHING INSIDE BUT A SHELL?! THAT MY MEMORIES ARE BEGINNING TO WITHER??!!? TELL ME!!!"