Board Thread:Roleplay/@comment-26517142-20170106142830/@comment-26517142-20170423135635

''"Victivius." ''Jeiel answered in a seedy, semi-melancholic voice. "Ah.. I guess you guys are already aware of it. What a pain.."

For a minute there, Jeiel still saw fit to laugh. His laughter instantly died within.

"I was afraid.... of escaping my sins. "



He looks up to the ceiling. "All my life.... I've always tried to make amends of things I did wrong to others. To me, it's a desperate attempt to rid myself of a guilty conscience.  It was a curse that I had to bear. And the worst sin my curse had prompted me to move... was unintentionally meddling in the lives of others. "

Inside Jeiel, Circe watched with a heavy heart. Jeiel continued, determined to say his point, uninterrupted.

"Praetor of Whitemarch.. he was angered with the discovery of how I destroyed the memory of the one named Septius Canaveral. When I went to explain.. he refused to listen. It... struck a chord from within. It awakened Aryan -and I killed him with my two hands. "

"The fear crept in my head. I thought I had come to the end of my journey. But then... I had to do something. In my anxiety, I turned to dark forces. He.... gave me a renewal of my pitiable self. And in return, I felt like...I have become so much more vulnerable.

"If you know Alcamarie... then you have to know that from the very beginning... her purpose wasn't to destroy the lives of the people of Whitemarch. From the very beginning, she had come to pursue the power of Resilience. I never knew how she came to know about the Crucible and what it is capable of... Maybe even before we crossed paths, she knew of it but then she used it. She abused it, endangering Thomas and his family. She.. altered the events of the present... but I could not understand why is she going this far to take it from me."

 To Adelaide, Jeiel faced with a dejected expression. He stood, but only by a quarter as his feet and arms are bound.

"Alcamarie... Septius... are all my problems. And for that, I'll finish them. After which... I had planned to take myself as far as possible, so as I won't involve them any further. Even though I paid a price for a new life... darkness still looms around me. As so, I don't want people to die anymore. To suffer anymore."

Jeiel shakes in his bound seat. "If you want me to disappear from Whitemarch.. say the word and I will go. After Doc helps me with a problem that involves the Dark One's decision of his fate."