Thread:BTR180/@comment-27550231-20180122054140/@comment-28144855-20180209003523

True, a lot of new things is happening in the here and now, but what I was trying to say, the names behind that are mostly the same over and over again (I go after the Wiki activity and contributions). There is much more folks retiring than joining, the ones who stay as an active part of the community.

Now do not get me wrong, I do not mind that, is always about quality over quantity, but truth to be told it is a thing that is greatly holding me back on writing anything new with a sense (let's be honest, the UEF and their verse are recycled with minor differences made to fit the setting and rules here). I make a thing that is stagnant, as I do not have the opportunity yto use it RP wise or there is simply very few who read stories. This in turn is really affecting my creativity for quite some time, as I'm then depressed, questioning my ideas, which I saw several being used around and I'm glad as it means they're good. But then, I'm piseed, mostly at myself as to why even bother.