User blog comment:BTR180/X-Periment Z/Lilim/@comment-39280634-20200512124355/@comment-39280634-20200512185408

I see. 'The loss of innocence' theme is appropriate, but on the other hand comes maturity or even enlightenment. Or something like. Really not sure about the Hakutaku teaching you things through kissing (might gonna look that up later).

As for the 'old enthusiasm for writing', I dunno. It seemed to stem from a desire to just spite others (which... wasn't exactly cool of you, I'm sorry to say), though I can understand how blind and overzelous some Mamono extremists can be (as much as I am on their side, I am well aware that they are not perfect). Still, you gotta hand it to Mamonos for being FAR LESS petty than humans (they don't care about races, politics, greed or pride; just love).

Still, it is cool to see how you mellowed out over the years. Maybe there is a chance to regain that enthusiams you once had, albeit for something much more constructive or creative (simply put, something more than neutral but still impartial if that makes sense).

I'm curious... how did you got along with the others who were more pro-Mamono ? (like Hound, Jeiel, Doctor Ibrahim).