(To answer one of your doubts, the Olivander right now is a baby. The one born in the crucible was born a toddler, by abnormal cirumstance Doc. And the letter.... hmm... here's a long document.. read with care....
Ma fairest sunshine….
You are, no doubt, the highlight of ma life. The one who pull’d the wool over mah eyes. The ray of light in ma twist’d days of bein’ an outlaw.
The one ah could never really have.
I know. Ye hide it, but you’re jus’ as bad as I am when ye lie. Many times, ya make a face and tell me it’snuttin. Ya don’t hafta lie no more. By this time, I shoudav left long enufffoya to make ya move.
I know it wasn’t me.
It was only yestrday when ye told me bout how you and he met. That ornery idjit…. yeh, even tho I respect ‘im, he can be a total lout - was the first man you laid yo eyes on. That time, you were left for daid - an outcast of yer own kingdom. Seen as weak, ya wanted to prove them wrong by catching a man. Yep. Him.
Right then and there, ye saw him and you pounced on ‘im, but he was a nimble git. He avoided ye. Straight as n’ arrow, you stuck yo head on a hole and embarrassed yourself.
Instead of runnin’ fo his life, he did the total opposite: he help’d you out and ask’d if you were alright. You felt shamed. You ran. You nearly fell to ya death.
He saved you.
……. An’ as you said it, you fell for him.
Making excuses you only want’d to ask his advice? Intenshunallyhangin’ out with him as his tour guide? All excuses to see ‘im. And yet dense as he is, he dusnt get it.
Twice, did you try to convey yofeelings. Twice, he refused, telling you ‘I can’t return them…. There are those waiting for me.”
That secon one was too much to beah. You ran. You wer wounded. In that time, you met me, another unfortunate soul. You clung on to me, merely to ease the hurt you felt inside, and soon, my hardnd hart had grown fond for you.
But deep within, I am shur, I ain’t the persn you pined for.
Day by day in Needlepoint, you look to the East. To Emrald City, where he now deigns as ruler. You always deny and claim you seek Ani, or a distant friend in the cap’tal.
Mah sunshine, you are full o holes. And like the steadfast dandelion, you want’d to be swept away by the breeze, to let him fealyor desire to be near ‘im.
And how I wish I want’d to let you go.
How selfish can ah ever be?
Like you, I care for ‘im. He always bought glad tidings to mah dear nefew Jared. I kept track of ‘im all the while (Sorry fo not telling). And I found som’tin crucial:
He’s in danger.
I do not despise im, sunshine. Nor do I wish him to be ailed. I want ‘im to be wary of the people ‘round im. And ‘e must know - that there are people who know who he truly is. And that single truth can shatt’r him and all that he holds dear. Even you.
I’m sorry. There was a point in ta’hm, I wantd to make you see me as the only person there is to see. But no. I cannot force your feelings on me. That is not how the heart works.
And even though I coud not make that work, I coudnt give you a bundle of joy even if I tried. I wishd that should I ever bear you a child, your feelings for him would wane. Alas. I fail. I am nthing. And slowly, I saw you lose joy in your lighted face.I hated myself. Why could’t I make you any happier?
In the middle of my grievance, one thought never left mah mind.
I could not bear to see you barren.
Sunshine, dearest, don’t give up on life. As long as we live, as long as we breathe, we have chances to amend our mistakes. Carve our own paths. Right the wrong. Stay the way I will remember you to be: a Lioness who even tho she seems weak, has the will and mind of a warrior. As I depart to the other world, always remember that my love… my guidance..will stay with you forever.
And I leave you….. my final memento.
Be happy..my everlasting sunshine.
Septius.
PS. You are never too late.
To jeiel:
May the child be the sign of yoraxeptance.Yor warning.
Belive it or not, yo aren’t alone in this world. There is a reason why yor past was veiled. Now, he will guide you in uncovering it. This boy, who is also you.
He will let you see the truth.
Your heir.
Your light.
Your last ally.
And as he is my son, he is now yours.
Septius.